10-26-2007, 01:54 PM
I tried 'the easy way out' when I was 15, living with yet another strange family. It didn't work, and it didn't work because a part of me didn't want it to work.
I've thought about it dozens of times over the years, I think most people do think it, weather they admit that they think of it is another story. I'm really bad when I get drunk and I've had something depressing on my mind. But then I think about the people I would leave behind and I realize I wouldn't accomplish what I set out to prove.
Depression can lead to extreme circumstances and I also believe that depression alters your state of mind so that doing something so selfish doesn't register. When life gets so bad for someone, sometimes the only 'out' they see is suicide. Is it right? No. But to the person on the other end...they don't see any other answer but the simplest in front of them.
I've thought about it dozens of times over the years, I think most people do think it, weather they admit that they think of it is another story. I'm really bad when I get drunk and I've had something depressing on my mind. But then I think about the people I would leave behind and I realize I wouldn't accomplish what I set out to prove.
Depression can lead to extreme circumstances and I also believe that depression alters your state of mind so that doing something so selfish doesn't register. When life gets so bad for someone, sometimes the only 'out' they see is suicide. Is it right? No. But to the person on the other end...they don't see any other answer but the simplest in front of them.
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Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending