life

[FrogMan]

Well streetsoldier just earned a weeks break and perm one if he continues afterwards.

Good for you xDBD.

[Bloodangel26]

good to hear clint. trying to get my laptop online here at dad's house, so hopefully i'll get a chance to talk to you and all the other bzsbaalers in d2 soon

[Halcyon]

I was just thinking about you Clint. I hopped on Diablo today and needed other people (not the idiots doing trist runs). But I'm glad that everything going good for you. My account is Only_PR if you ever need anything, other than items or anything other than moral support or something like that

[mike45x]

things are finally doing good for me.

i'm not moaning; not at all. i'm just happy and stating it. it's pretty much like this: i'm (or, rather, i was instead of i am) pretty ****ed mentally. i have a very heavy case of shyness and paranoia and have since I can remember. I know the root of it but only one person online really knows it (infinite/wes) and i'm not gonna go into it.

but, things are looking up. i've been through ****ed up shit with my friends, and i'm finally starting to think i've got a best friend i can trust and who would never lie or hurt me intentionally. socially, i'm doing way better than I ever have and i'm feeling so good.

as the name implies, i like to party. i used to get really out of it and make everything feel like a dream and nothing was real when I smoked (i have been for 6 years almost daily and i'm just now getting it.) it was really awkward and almost not worth it, but i did it because my friends did.

i got drunk, stoned, and took something last night and felt normal. i was me.. just high and drunk. which was the best thing ever. i'm eyeballin a girl who's into me for who i am, hair and music tastes in all. she's gorgeous and legal.

it's like, things are finally going for me. what's ****ed up is things always have been for me. my mind just ****ed it up, somewhere between my asshole brother, ****ed up family life, and my overdose a while ago. i honestly believe i'm finally coming back to me. me and wes talked about it, and he put it best. when big tragic things happen to you, parts you just leave. they're starting to come back

call this a free post or spam or whatever, but i'm slightly high and feeling better than i ever have in my life. i feel normal.

cheers everyone. you only live once; we're all alive.. make the best of it.

peace

signed,
clint/xd/shroomy/zsd

aaaand, i posted this same message on all my boards i post on a lot. if it sounds choppy or strange, it's cuz i was originally talking to a specific group, just didn't wanna retype it. i'm all opiated

OK, where do we start here?

Honestly, I don't know about your family problems, so I can't comment on them. I can say I've had my share, as have many people whom I know. But, do you know what I find pathetic? The fact that you are resorting to drugs, and then BRAGGING about your drug use.

OK, so you said you got drunk, stoned, and took something last night....and then you felt normal. You have one life, and it looks like your doing a good job screwing it up. Your ruining your life. How is this a "feel good" story? I cannot believe members of this proud respected message board (?) would find this story a good story.

If you went to rehab and are still doing drugs, well go back to rehab. And just a word of advise...that girl might not have liked you. You see, when you do drugs and drink, sometimes your perception gets altered. I am requesting rehab, and I will get a doctor reccomendation if necessary.

I find it sick that young kids can do this, as I have a younger brother who is captain of his school's ice hockey team, gets straight A's, and does not mess around. It sickens me for kids to get into stuff like this.

I personally feel like I owe a duty to you, and any others affiliated with drug use. If you would like to private message me, or even create a post on the forum, I am down with it. I am here to help. You seem to be a lost boy, and I know this world can be difficult. Hang in there, and stop using drugs and alcohol...because you'll soon realize that Streetsoldier had an excellent point - you guys just took offense to the F word.

[slippery williams]

To the persron who started this thread, I have a few questions.

1)Was this girl that liked you your mother?

2) Where you jsut doing drugs to fit in?

3) Well this is'nt really a question more then a suggestion, why not try suicide?

[L4E]

yo who the **** do u punks think u are? probably the same faggots. FM ip ban these mother ****ers.

None of u are psychologists, so go **** urselves.

good to hear xDBD. i hope u manage to go on with life as happy as u can, because its a precious thing we wont have more than once. I dont even know u and its still good to hear!



i suggest a mod move this to realm of the 1337 so no more of these **** can come up here and try to screw this up. so pathetic that these guys are even here

[Halcyon]

You guys have no right to get on Clint's back. He's a good guy, and you don't know him at all. He has showed himself in these forums, and I can bet you more people will back him up than you two 1 posters.

[swampbox]

Your story is so touching... I think I may have a tear in my eye...

You make me want to live life to the fullest!

THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

[/sarcasm]

[xDBD]

OK, where do we start here?

Honestly, I don't know about your family problems, so I can't comment on them. I can say I've had my share, as have many people whom I know. But, do you know what I find pathetic? The fact that you are resorting to drugs, and then BRAGGING about your drug use.

OK, so you said you got drunk, stoned, and took something last night....and then you felt normal. You have one life, and it looks like your doing a good job screwing it up. Your ruining your life. How is this a "feel good" story? I cannot believe members of this proud respected message board (?) would find this story a good story.

If you went to rehab and are still doing drugs, well go back to rehab. And just a word of advise...that girl might not have liked you. You see, when you do drugs and drink, sometimes your perception gets altered. I am requesting rehab, and I will get a doctor reccomendation if necessary.

I find it sick that young kids can do this, as I have a younger brother who is captain of his school's ice hockey team, gets straight A's, and does not mess around. It sickens me for kids to get into stuff like this.

I personally feel like I owe a duty to you, and any others affiliated with drug use. If you would like to private message me, or even create a post on the forum, I am down with it. I am here to help. You seem to be a lost boy, and I know this world can be difficult. Hang in there, and stop using drugs and alcohol...because you'll soon realize that Streetsoldier had an excellent point - you guys just took offense to the F word.

that's just who i am. i drink beers every now and then and i do smoke.
i don't see a problem with my drug usage. i've been psychologically out of whack for a long time and i'm sorting it out in my own ways

thanks for your concern though.

[swampbox]

that's just who i am. i drink beers every now and then and i do smoke.
i don't see a problem with my drug usage. i've been psychologically out of whack for a long time and i'm sorting it out in my own ways

thanks for your concern though.

Lol noob... didnt u realise hes kidding(and making fun of u at the same time)

wow... ur so shot.

this ****ing kid

[L4E]

lmfao, swampbox, enjoying the e-bullying?
well enjoy it while u still can u punk ass kid

[DaCougarMech]

what a jackass

[FraterPerdurabo]

Lol noob... didnt u realise hes kidding(and making fun of u at the same time)

wow... ur so shot.

this ****ing kid

I think that he does realize, but probably does not care enough about some retard on the internet, such as yourself. I do not approve of drug use, but I guess that it's fine if it's just weed (I don't do it myself). I don't see what you are trying to achieve here, just flaming the guy. What if his life used to be a mess and at the moment, even though it may not seem to be perfect, it is a lot better than it used to be?